Cinta

That is the question… I thought I knew what I was born to do, now I am not sure. I feel as though I have been in a depression ever since I found out that I am “broken”. I know that I still have school and there is that goal that I am working towards but I never have found out what it is I really want to do. I think I am too advanced to try what I would like and then I think I should just go for it but there are so many people trying. I know I am being evasive but I do not want to be called out on it. So now what do I write about… I just saw the movie Julia/Julie and one was saved by a blog and cooking. Well anyone that knows me knows that I can not cook. So that is out. Well I will think about it and I am open to suggestions. But I will have to work as a teacher at least until all my school loans are paid off. I need to make money now though…. I have not obtained the required credentials to get an actual teaching job and sub jobs are very hard to get right now. Now I am just babbling so I will let you know what I come up with as soon as I can.