Cinta

O.k. so back in November (I know I have not been updating like I should… sorry) we tried one more time. This was a little scary for me due to the fact that this was the last time the parents were going to try. We went in and I was the one trying to get them to put in more embryos then they wanted. Wow what a long way I had come…. in the beginning I was the one that only wanted a certain number of embryos transferred. Now here I was trying to talk the parents into transferring more than they were comfortable with… what a difference a year and a half can make. So we finally decided on four embryos. Then there was the dreaded two week wait…. I was not going to take any pregnancy tests and I almost succeeded. I did take one… it came back negative. I was suppose to go and take my blood test on Thanksgiving but due to the labs being closed I went in the day before and did not get the results until the day after Thanksgiving. They were not good… but they wanted me to retake the test on Monday, so I did. The results were still negative, I wanted so much more than I will ever be able to express to make this couple parents. I will be forever greatful for the experience.

The IM and I still talk and I am very greatful for that, My family loves them like they were part of our family. It would have been so hard to never talk again. I wuv you guys!!