New Semester

It is that time again…School starts today. I am excited this semester. I am going to get things done in a resonable amount of time. That is the plan and it can be accomplished. I love today.

Thank you Lord for giving me this day.

Down Right Witchy

Not sure what my problem is today but I have been in a bad mood all day. O.k. so not ALL day but for the better part of it. Could be stress or just time for the emotional cycle to kick it into high gear. What ever it is I do not like it. I know that I was upset last night but thought that I was over it this morning… maybe I deal with my feelings when I am having them so that they do not carry over. Read the rest of this entry »

A Little Grumbling

Well my son and I both survived the first week of a new school. Some things I have a wee bit of an issue with is the fact that the school wants the kids to do 20 hours of community service, which is good and it is not a lot considering he has all year to do the hours. It teaches them that there is a bigger world out there and that it does not revolve around them. Here is the issue… Read the rest of this entry »

What To Write Now?

That is the question… I thought I knew what I was born to do, now I am not sure. I feel as though I have been in a depression ever since I found out that I am “broken”. I know that I still have school and there is that goal that I am working towards but I never have found out what it is I really want to do. Read the rest of this entry »

It Comes To An End

Well I have not updated in forever but there has been a lot happening, not just with the surrogate thing. Lets start with that, the surrogate thing, Well we did do a transfer and put in one embryo. I had to wait the never ending two weeks then the blood test came around…. the numbers came back high…. Yeah!! So two days later I go back to make sure the number goes up…. Read the rest of this entry »

Last Ditch Effort

O.k. so back in November (I know I have not been updating like I should… sorry) we tried one more time. This was a little scary for me due to the fact that this was the last time the parents were going to try. We went in and I was the one trying to get them to put in more embryos then they wanted. Wow what a long way I had come…. in the beginning I was the one that only wanted a certain number of embryos transferred. Now here I was trying to talk the parents into transferring more than they were comfortable with… what a difference a year and a half can make. So we finally decided on Read the rest of this entry »

Nothing Ordinary

So I have been slacking on school work again, nothing different there. I really need to get focused and start kicking it into overdrive. I am still waiting to see if my IP’s are going to be pregnant themselves…. they should be going in for the transfer on Wed. so I am crossing fingers and toes for them. I know how much they want to have a child and if my IM could carry herself that would be even better. Read the rest of this entry »

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Life… Is A Crazy Thing.

So much has happened since I lasted blogged. I now have a 13 year old boy living with us. I have had a career change.. once again. Then there is the whole surrogate thing that I am doing. And I am still struggling with school. So where do I began… Read the rest of this entry »

Forever Friends

So when I was younger, you know in school I was not in the “IN” crowd. I was really social but I just did not have that many friends. Well that all changed sort-of when I was 13 years old. I went to visit my aunt in Whittier one summer. Read the rest of this entry »